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[sofia]

• S O F I A ::
espionage | femme-fetal | french beauty

Delivered from the blast - the last of a line of lasts
The pale princess of a palace cracked. And now the
kingdom comes crashing down undone. And I am
master of a nothing place, of recoil and grace.

Is it bright where you are? And have the people changed.
Does it make you happy you're so strange?
And in your darkest hour I hold secrets flame,
We can watch the world devoured in its pain

• you know the thing ::
about chaos is, it's fear
likefamily time to tell me the truth to burden your mouth for what
attatchedatthehip pieces of paper in the way cause i cant continue
otherpiece to choose the opposite sides on which we fall the loving you
inseperable later if at all no right minds could wrong be this
childhoodfriends memory is cruel i'm king of attention to details
mybestfriend intentions if he fails , until now he told me
confidant familiar in a way i could have sworn i'd heard him say it
innercircle if only i had been listening leave unsaid unspoken
closefriends wide shut unopened you and me always between
outercircle the lines i thought i thought i was ready to bleed
goodfriends move from the shadows on the wall and stand
regularfriends in the corner of it all too late two choices to stay
familyfriend easy to uncover he'd already left with the other
drinkingfriend listen through silence leave unsaid unspoken eyes
enemiesturnedfriends all the words he surely meant to say
secretrelationship he doesn't stay on wait for me i'm almost ready
onandoff when he meant let go leave unsaid unspoken
fakefriends opened you and me always be you and me
acquaintances something always brings me back to you
firstnamebasis too long no matter what i say or do i'll still feel you
justmet moment i'm gone you hold me without touch you keep
friendoffriend never wanted anything so much than to drown in you



• choose between ::
one life or the other
soulmate and not feel your reign set me free, leave me i want to fall
married another moment into your gravity here i am and i stand
fiancee supposed to be but you're on to me and all over me
boyfriend for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone
lover knees as i try to make you see that you're everything i think i need
current on the ground but you're neither friend nor foe though
final let you go the one thing that i still know is that you're keeping me
possiblefuture i owe you a love song so much i could say
thepast song words that i can't say remember the sleepless nights
ex-onbadterms to when nothing was wrong now were sold
exiwithlingeringfeelings grey skies are all i see these heavy days
fling broken days won't last forever you know i'll put us back
aonenightstand i owe you so much i could say i owe you
obsession words that i can't say alone in the world
infatuation made for me makes staying in love just a world
physicalattraction believe where im playing along and you are too
purelylust to me like hearing a song without a melody
crushonsofia song so much i could say i owe you a love song
mutualcrush say we climb we crawl tear down the wall
stalking before its not to late the song will say what i never
addictive never say i owe you a love song so much i could
indenial words that i can't say i don't get you i can't forget
flirting forgotten all along i've never been so alone
fuckbuddies i was pretending your secret kiss was my escape
friendswithbenefits the perfect game to play don't cry
enemieswithbenefits eight and i'm breaking away i'm all dressed up



• you have nothing ::
to do with all your strength
slowdeath the buttons on my phone are worn thin i don't think
killme chaos i was getting in but i've broken all my promises to you
killyou all my promises to you why do you do this to me why do you
hardcorehate so easily you make it so hard to get up and smile
hateyou breathe why do you do this to me a phrasing
hateme harder than i ever feared and you were left feeling
itsmutualhate these days aren't easy like they have been
sofiaabusedyou do this so easily you make it hard to smile
sofiacheatedyou i should have known this wasn't real and fought it
friendturnedenemy it off and fought to feel what matters most
dislikeme you feel while listening to every word that i promise
dislikeyou bring you home i will bring you home why do you
mutualdislike why do you do this so easily you make it hard
envyme you make it hard to breathe why do you do this to me
enemyrivalry ion so there is a connection i can't speak i can't
friendlyrivalry to somehow capture your attention i can't speak
meredisdain sound to somehow capture your attention, staring
intolerable fafection take a look at me so you can see
youretolerable call me a stranger you say i'm a danger
annoy leaving you tonight i'm broke and abandoned you
indifference all my dreams come true tonight take a look at me



• the only way to live ::
in this world is without rules
father all this feels strange and untrue but i won't waste
mother my bones ache my skin feels cold and i'm getting so tired
mysibling the anger swells in my guts and i won't feel these
step-sibling want so much to open your eyes 'cause i need it
halfsibling mine tell me that you'll open your eyes tell me
acousin eyes get up get out get away from these liars
anotherrelative your soul or your fire take my hand knot
negativementor minute from this minute now we can do
goodinfluence ere i want so much to open your eyes
badinfluence into mine tell me that you'll open your eyes tell me
sameside your eyes and this feels strange and untrue
conjoinedbycircumstance minute without you tell me something that i know
leader that i understand i need to taste the warming
respect hands i know i'm ready for your love i just don't get
disrespect a silent part of trust that i never could admit
trust now i'm telling you the reason i'm all messed up
distrust the eyes and i fall apart please let me hold you 'til i know
emotionalsupport through this i couldn't lead another day
admiration my arms you look so fragile i could break
love/hate together for the both of us but in truth
competitors watch you sleep as you lie here beside me
tense i'll guard the door and when you wake you'll waken
awkward you wake you'll so now i'm telling you the reason
samevalues just have to look at me in the eyes and i fall apart
other {specify} without you here in my arms , without you


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the time i met namehere - in the shadows of
the underworld ; decayed for yourageherespelledout
years - that i 'affectionately' refer to as i'llfillin.

otherpiece choose the opposite sides on which we fall
inseperable laters if at all no right minds could wrong
stalking efore its not to late the song will say
killyou all my promises to you why do you do this to me
hardcorehate so easily you make it so hard

YOURCHARRY?!says "this is an example??"

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the time i met [b]namehere[/b] - in the shadows of
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[sofia]

` r e l a t i o n s h i p s

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[lovexirresistible]

naima elisabeth walsh*

the time i met naima - in the shadows of
the underworld ; decayed for nineteen
years - that i 'affectionately' refer to as i'll fil in.

friendlyrivalry to somehow capture your attention i can't speak
indifference all my dreams come true tonight take a look at me
respect hands i know i'm ready for your love i just don't get
trust now i'm telling you the reason i'm all messed up
emotionalsupport through this i couldn't lead another day
admiration my arms you look so fragile i could break

YOURCHARRY?!says "i think sofia is a truly great person although i do not know her too well. yet. she may seem suspicious and hard to trust at times, but i do. i also think she will be able to help tremendously in the way she acts. of course there are times when i cannot stand her, but on a whole i can. i'd always be here to help her if she'd ever ask but thats just the way i am. i'm hoping that i can get to know her better as a person and perhaps be her friend."

(I'm sorry I didn't know the codes and they frustrate me! I'm sorry though )