Post by emmeline on Nov 14, 2009 0:04:09 GMT -5
Emma, castaway, nineteen, student at Brown,
psych major, observant, thoughtful, sympathetic,
peacemaker, helpful, secretive, level-headed,
single,
``best friends drink with me to days gone by
``trusted friends sing with me the songs we knew
``average friends to the life that used to be
``first name basis at the shrine of friendship, never say die
``new friends let the wine of friendship never run dry
``acquaintance here's to you and here's to me
``know that face can it be you fear to die?
``have we met? will the world remember you when you fall?
``former schoolmatecould it be your death means nothing at all?
``enemy-turned-friend is your life just one more lie?
``when convenient now I'm all alone again
``fake friends nowhere to go no one to turn to
``party friends sometimes I walk alone at night
``shoulder to cry on come to me, the light is fading
``emotional support don't you see the evening star appearing?
``advice giver come to me, and rest against my shoulder
``advice receiver how fast the minutes fly away and every minute colder.
``someone to talk to hurry near, another day is dying
``comfort don't you hear, the winter wind is crying?
``confidant there's a darkness which comes without a warning
``won't judge you/me but I will sing you lullabies and wake you in the morning.
``childhood/school sweethearts now I can make believe he's here.
``secret crush I think of him, and then I'm happy
``secret love with the company I'm keeping.
``forbidden crush the city goes to bed,
``forbidden love and I can live inside my head.
``final love on my own, pretending he's beside me
``true love all alone, I walk with him till morning.
``spouse/fiance in the darkness, I feel his arms around me,
``future fling and when I lose my way I close my eyes
``current and he has found me.
``past good terms in the rain, the pavement shines like silver.
``past bad terms all the lights are misty in the river.
``past fling in the darkness, the trees are full of starlight,
``possible future and all I see is him and me for ever and forever.
``physical attraction and I know it's only in my mind,
``lust that I'm talking to myself and not to him.
``one-sided crush and although I know that he is blind,
``mutual crush still I say, there's a way for us.
``one-night-stand I love him, but when the night is over, he is gone
``friends with benefits the river's just a river.
``not just friends without him, the world around me changes.
``enemies with benefits the trees are bare and everywhere
``stalker the streets are full of strangers.
``obsession I love him, but every day I'm learning,
``better as friends all my life, I've only been pretending!
``it won't ever work without me, his world will go on turning,
``out of your league a world that’s full of happiness that I have never known!
``just die already so near it's stirring the blood in their veins!
``hatred for the army we fight is a dangerous foe
``jealousy with the men and the arms that we never can match
``mutual dislike it is easy to sit here and swat 'em like flies
``one-sided dislike but the national guard will be harder to catch.
``intolerable its time for all of us to decide who we are
``tolerance have you asked of yourselves what's the price you might pay?
``annoyance the color of the world is changing day by day...
``backstabber red - the blood of angry men
``friend-turned-enemy black - the dark of ages past
``parent another day, another destiny.
``sibling one more day all on my own.
``child and yet with you my world has started
``loved family shall I join my brothers there?
``hated family one more day before the storm.
``other family will you take your place with me?
``mentor at the end of the day you're another day older
``liked coworker and that's all you can say for life
``disliked coworker its a struggle, its a war
`` mutual respect like a storm that'll break any second
`` one-sided respect like the waves crash on the sand
`` mutual admiration and the sun in the morning is waiting to rise
`` one-sided admiration at the end of the day there's another day dawning
